If You Want to Make God Laugh...

Dear God,

I hope miracles are still in your wheelhouse because I sure need a couple right now. I have been so sick for ten days. Please help me surrender my raggedy breath, snotty nose, and fierce, shuddering cough to your (hopefully) healing hands. I confess to having doubts right now about your very existence. Why would such a loving force subject her children to such misery?